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pianapplez · 10 months ago

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I'm so tired of shows that absolutely ignore the source material and feel like they straight up don't understand what's important about it, just make a different show why even bother at this point.

#pjo tv crit #atla #atla netflix #pjo #Stop it!!!!! im tired!!!#yes i am talking specifically about the pjo show and the atla live action remake #atla is great! why is there even a need to make a live action show ab it when it will very obviously #take away all the suspension of belief or disbelief idk what it's called #but basically it's gonna be a lot harder to sell a world so full of magic like that when it all looks realistic bc we /know/ water #doesnt do that etc etc #especially if the costuming and the backgrounds look cheap/very cgi-ed #just leave it! dont touch it just stop!!!!#not even gonna talk about the pjo show rick just straight up lied to us lmao #and the worst part is. im not even mad that it's not book accurate bc as long as it captures the feeling and the vibes! then i dont care!#but it absolutely does not. idk what got lost in translation tbh

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hauntingblue · 6 days ago

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Rewatching act 2.... yeah ISHA WATCH OUT FOR THE CYCLE ISHA!!!!! NOOOOO

#ambessa setting up the logs on a fireplace while literally adding fuel to the fire with cailtyn... subtelty #silco spent his whole life trying to rile the undercity together STUPID JOKE THAT IT IS you have the chance to pull it off #isha is the true revolutionary after all... jinx get up to her level #was jinx scared of having hallucinations when the girl she released was gonna touch her shoulder??? and then she didn't #what i find really funny is that warwick knows how to use elevators and that funicular to the prison #also there is a lot of blood when he appears in the prison.... it was surprising #vander recognizing jinx with the name of powder after she complained about it eariler its just crazy crazy crazy #people commenting that its unrealistic how caitlyn bests vi when they meet in episode 6 as if there wasn't a montage about how she lost her #edge because of alcohol and living like shit.... she's not like jinx lmao....#rewatching so recently is so weird i imagine it is as close as being dr manhattan as i can get it is literally happening all at once #also the people of piltover are so dumb... lets let the government implement martial law and put this 20 something with 0 political #experience on charge with the army of this outsider agent. alright. i can tell you guys dont vote in this oligarchy you know fuck all #well i guess in that case it isnt the people of piltovers fault... just the important families that contribute in this oligarchy...#putting count fagula in charge.... salo is speciallt dumb but we all knew that #katie leung needs awards btw.... and interviews #“do not test this or you will yearn for caitlyn's dungeons” be careful singed my friend vi fell for that and look at her... her dungeons...#vander reaching for isha not jinx.... OR VI.... she just stopped him #“hes gonna kill you” and vi fighting vander to protect jinx.... yeah #and then she trusts jinx and the beast turns into vander... he serves as a recognizing tool for their true selves...#their mom being so worried about how to name vi and then names the second one POWDER kahdksjsk never not funny... also the barber of zaun #when vi joins with jayce she unlocks this loser flop aspect of her mother's inheritance.... two losers joining to maximize their joint flop #also vander kinda giving up this promise to protect the girls instead of bettering zaun... how it puts him in a standstill bc it's either or #like damn there is nothing as undoing as a daughter for reals. she didnt experience that bc she died so now vander has to and here we are #episide 6 starts with the end of the episode when viktor drops that metal piece..... hello..... is this anything #“do you think this place could work” underground utopia.... DYNASTIES AND DYSTOPIA FEAR IS NEVER AN OPTION SO DYING'S NOT A REAL PROBLEM #didnt ambessa suspect anything when they spent loke a full minite staring at each other 😭😭 she's lost her edge...#just like when she clocked sevika but not jinx... when there's a strong butch in the area her radar gets jammed up #and caitlyn leaving her weapon behind... ambessa thought she was gonna fistfight warwick or something #the metal thing falling when viktor dies repeats THREE TIMES WHAT DOES THAT MEAN #watching arcane season 2

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jabberwockprince · 1 year ago

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apparently it's way easier to plan scenes and plotpoints for a fanfic if i draw them first, so here we are <3 featuring me rambling abt this scene under the cut!!

i was specifically thinking about Haym and Rikki's entire relationship?

especially very early on, right when Rikki is properly assigned as Neon J's apprentice and whatnot. this was meant to be the moment Rikki realizes they're not coping very well with leaving Ban behind in Beachside Archipelago, and how they're actually gravitating towards Haym because of how similar he feels to Ban - yknow. being the same model and all

cause Rikki has some serious issues with needing absolute control over every aspect of their life. and right now, they're stuck with a job they don't exactly care for, trying desperately to suck up to Neon J so he'll actually promote Rikki to a DECENT job designing security bots for Vinyl City, not BABYSITTING 1010

(which isn't even babysitting, moreso than being monitored 24/7 in a localized space where they can't be shady since Neon J doesnt. trust them. at all. for various valid reasons)

so witnessing Haym pull some stupid but well-meaning stunt to force Rikki show off how good they are at fixing and repairing shit makes Rikki go????

A LITTLE FERAL????

BECAUSE THEY UNCONSCIOUSLY PROJECT ALL THEIR UNRESOLVED FEELINGS ABOUT BAN ONTO HAYM

but they only realize this when their body shuts down and cannot act the way they would've wanted, seeing Haym entirely fucking wrecked being very similar to how they found Ban when they first met makes them spiral a little

Haym doesn't even KNOW he's not the original Yellow model, he has his suspicions but is overall kept in the dark. befriending Rikki is something he does entirely out of genuine curiosity, motherfucker has no clue he's in the middle of a 4 year long unresolved break-up between two losers who are constantly pining after each other both romantically and platonically

im thinkingggg Haym might be seeking out Rikki's presence mostly because he's noticed that they treat him slightly different than the others. not necessarily better, just different enough to get him curious. so the need to build an identity away from 1010 as a group/unit and his inherent curiosity just gets him into this mess

#no straight roads #no straight roads oc #nsr oc #nsr yellow #nsr haym #rikki nsr #ban nsr #purinsu art #this was meant to be my selfindulgent fanfic where the polycule is happy and shit #but its the most annoying slowburn ever bc 80% of the time is dedicated to just.#everyone sorting out their emotional baggage and learning to tell the difference between who they are #vs who they want to be vs what the world expects of them #haym and rikki probably have? the most confusing dynamic out of all #which is so fucking funny to me because aside from these really loaded moments?? theyre chilling most of the time #the total opposite to rin and rikki's dynamic. where they wont stop arguing and never see eye to eye #but are one of the healthiest dynamics in this mess. cause they get each other on a level that they CANT understand #anyway its pretty hard to portray a genius engineer when youve never. touched a wrench in your life #ALL I DID WAS WOODWORK IN SHOP CLASS LEAVE ME OLONE #anyway rikki's workplace is not osha compliant bc they dont care abt electrical hazards #bc they Cant Be Affected By Them

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caimitos · 6 months ago

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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad

#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries #it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc #ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop #like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions #cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt #you know how it goes #vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own #students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country #until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem #this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL #our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny #vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa #i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med #expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc #anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history #i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc #theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly #being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her #lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao #years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth #cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess #but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt

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gaysaito · 5 days ago

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i want to watch i saw the tv glow but god my transness is just a depressing topic and the way ive generally seen posts abt it i think the whole movie is about ... ? accepting being trans /not ignoring it ? which has never been a problem ive ever related to . ive been out for over half a decade and known what i was since i was 12 as well as never identify with my agab. im so disconnected from other trans peoples experience in terms of that. also the whole "dont put it off/dont turn the tv off WHATVER" thing is . ive never put off transitioning and it has entirely been stalled so long due to the nhs .my transness is not something i can be proud of and its not something i can talk about without feeling upset because of how long ive been waiting /seeing other trans people i knew get help sooner due to private healthcare ect. i refuse to attend trans support groups because being around peoplewho HAVE been able to transition makes me so horribly upset. i cry at every single post i see about someone getting top surgery or having an anniversary of getting T i am the most horrible and miserable person on the planet when it comes to this. will i eversay this no . im happy theyre happy but goddamn if this isn't the main reason i want to kill myself !

#i literally made my own boyfriend stop taking T because it was so mentally distressing (he also didnt know about ANY of the actual affects)#but still.#outing myself as being the Worst trans man ever i Guess.#GOD i dont even pass slightly due to my chest + my hair isnt short idk. i dont let people touch it so its just matted and greasy and long #is that female coded to people. whatever #god i need actual friends who i can vent to this is so pathetic...#< i have one friend who i would vent to EXCEPT i am terrified of her finding me morally horrible and leaving

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months ago

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such is the tale of a ✨chronically online hypocrite✨

#(please forgive this old folk’s rambling for a hot min bc i need to get this off my chest somehow and in some way)#tl;dr: come and get into the hw idol series!!! we have ship discourse; more ship discourse; even more ship discourse #(yes ik people should be free to ship what they do b u t claiming a noncanon ship as canon and forcing it on everyone else is. not cool.)#yes yes friday’s mv was visually cute and ino.rin’s singing was peak b u t i feel like it has caused more harm than good in some way???#i cant b e l i e v e the jp hwtwt beef over friday’s mv is still going on mannnnnnnnn #no less than 3 separate people have made posts along the lines of #‘p l s stop using [official tags] to post about *[unnamed] non-official ships* p l s there’s a time and place for everything’#and n o n e of them even remotely run in the same circles yet they’re all banded together against a *certain* group lmfao never change hwtwt #lhy (esp yhy) shippers are always at the scene of the crime mannnnnnn #i cant see anything on their end of the naval battle (has every single lhy tag+account that i could think of blocked)#b u t it’s still really funny to witness on my twtdash against my will. i think i need to touch grass #‘kyhn isn’t canon either so why do you like it while being such a hater towards lhy—‘#great question!!!!!! it’s bc (disregarding the movie) they actually interact really well together~~~ like the honeypre event y k—#and also bc yukki treats hina really nicely all the time (even when she was being tsun and literally running from her feelings for him)#a n d hina loved him for who he truly was; even before his image change arc. and she also does her best to appeal to him and such~~~~~~~#but lhy. uh. they just bully hiyo 95% of the time and while they do look out for her bc they’re pals #they’re just pals. guys. and lxl have gone ‘uwu it must be u uwu’ to each other one too many times so shoehorning hiyo between them would.#be pretty weird ngl? esp since the ‘widely accepted’ portrayal of lhy as a trio is p much just hiyo x 2 dudes who dont even like each other #and. like. a branch of such portrayals usually seem to have aizo waft away from the ‘r/s triad’ to date mona instead which is. very weird.#some people just pick and choose aizo and mona interactions dont they. all they see is the umbrella scene and go ‘ah yes. canon’#they dont even read further to see how mona doesn’t even use the umbrella after aizo leaves (clear rejection)#a n d how aizo doesn’t even remember giving the umbrella to mona + mona’s entire existence in general after that #and that’s not even counting the grudge mona refuses to let go of even after what looks to be literal months #so for certain shippers to just casually shoo aizo out of the hiyoharem and into mona’s unwilling arms for the sake of yhy is. weird.#and like. shouldn’t he and yujiro have a say in this?? they’re more interested in each other than hiyo so just how are they being commonly #portrayed as hiyosimps in fanon? im so confused… like. wouldn’t they be equally obsessed with each other (as w/ hiyo) if they were a rstrio?#aaaaaa get this off my twtdash plsssssssss pls see this post twtapp pls let this affect your dumb algorithm im tired of the ship discourseee #as funny as the ‘lhy vs the world’ naval warfare is it’s getting. um. very annoying!!!! and now im missing nagisa more than ever s o b s #plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls influence the algorithm ragepost; ik big brother is 👀watching👀 so do your thing—#(pls feel free to duke it out with me too if y’all read this i need my birdsite algorithm to le a r n that i dont wanna see stuff like this)

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phagodyke · 5 months ago

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hour and a half unpaid overtime I think that's a new record for me. on a day where I was supposed to have no overtime no less. funny how I only have 3 of those this month and the 2 so far I've had to work overtime anyway 👍

#i shouldve left at 4:15. killing myself at work in front of everyone #well im actually not that mad ive been listening to yhe national on loop for the last 6 hours of my shift nothing can touch me #but the disrespect....#my boss came n found me at 4pm and was like hey can u do another round of this assay (<- takes an hour and a half)#and i said no!!!! bc she already gave me too much shit to do i was busy ALL DAY and still ran over like how tf do u expect me to fit MORE #she gave me 1.5 hours to do 14 samples in this one assay where each one takes 15 mins plus 5 mins prep per sample beforehand #so like 20 mins per sample THATS 4 HOURS AND 40 MINUTES and thats assuming no repeats and no troubleshooting!!!#3x the time u scheduled for me... come tf on. i need to make a table of how to calculate how long an assay takes so she stops doing this #rly not that hard just ask me how long i need for it and ill explain it to u #and then i finished up n emailed results n went to go switch lights off in the other lab and shed left samples out for me to book in. GIRL #PLEASE EMAIL ME OR TEAMS ME DONT JUST LEAVE THEM THERE.. u know im working in the main lab ALL DAY #so im not gonna fucking see them!!!! and they need to be refrigerated!!!! next time ill just leave them out overnight and when shes like #why are these samples ruined jts expensive to get more ill be like well u didnt tell me to book them in so.#anyway she moved the other assay to friday n she was annoyed i didnt fit it in earlier but WHERE. WHERE WAS I MEANT TO FIT IT IN!!#also i have 2 separate multi hour assays booked friday already so good luck im out of the door at 4:15 if its not done its not done idc #ughhhh. if the bus is late too im going back to my work and blowing the building up #WHAT. EVER!!!!!!!#.diaries

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sunflowerrboyy · 3 months ago

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hmmmm thinking thoughts again

#1) i know 100% certain that i am asexual and have been certain for a long time #2) my best friend and i we've been messing about nothing too far but kinda a more than friends less than lovers type situation #3) is he attractive yes do i enjoy the affection and attention yes and yet this leads to #4) every time we spend time alone for a significant period of time (like tonight) i always end up anxious and bad tummy ache #like not fun :(#but i trust him and im relaxed when hes around its after he leaves that it hits #but its only after we've been close and personal together not like on a day to day basis #so 5) am i not enjoying the physical attention as much i thought? or is it from past shit ? or idk #bc i know im not aro bc i do experience attraction #but its all so frustrating #bc i want to be able to stop being tense and anxious at the thought of being intimate with him bc the attraction is there #its just not right like it doesn't feel natural like i have to think about everything i do #i dont fucking know #humans and attention and romance and touch and all that shit is fucked up idk #irl

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yooniesim · 1 year ago

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the people trying to gatekeep kpop from black people really don't know where kpop even comes from and it shows

#ceci speaks #text #nonsims #negative #delete later #i swear theres some surface level thinkers on this site fr #yall asses ever heard of a little thing called motown or nah #the musical influence and the trainee system all comes from the work of black ppl #not to mention all the black writers and producers that make kpop songs #kpop is multicultural at its core ok #and yall saying only Koreans can enjoy it is just ur own racism coming to light #just say you dont want black ppl in your spaces and go #also you can just dislike ppl without making up arbitrary reasons why its 'okay' to #everyone you disagree with doesnt have to be problematic in some manner for you to justify it #so stop making up shit and demonizing ppls interests and idk touch grass #ya freaks #sorry im used to it with me but seeing it happen to other blk ppl burns me up #leave them alone u corny unwashed basement dwelling weirdos

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sukugo · 1 year ago

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sorry i just needed to share the thought of sukuna fingering gojos pussy For Fucking Ever. Long enough that his fingers are wrinkled when he pulls them out, leaving the worlds strongest sorcerer at a loss of all coherency and reason. I’m talking the kind of finger fucking that leads to soul-shattering orgasms, and ends with half of his bladder emptied from the abuse of Sukunas fingers pressing against his g-spot. The type that leaves an ache between his legs for days, so every time he moves he remembers how good Sukuna gave it to him. The man only pulls them out when he's ready to replace them with his cock, his black fingernails glistening with cum disappear behind his lips as he tastes Gojo on his tongue.,,,Sorry, I hope it was okay to send this lol, have a good day

YES IT'S OKAY ANON THIS IS SO HOT I LOVE!!!!! FINGER FUCKING!!!!!!!!

ughgfhghdfghf sukuna thrusting relentlessly, with satoru coming completely apart under his hand. sukuna intently watching every twitch of his body as he works his fingers. delighting in every single huff from his lips, every single whine. every twist of his torso when he hits his spot. the incessant shake of his legs. and he looks so pretty like that, overwhelmed with pleasure, and sukuna can see that it's too much, but satoru won't ever say it's so. he wants it to be so. and sukuna is more than happy to give him even more.

#pls dont apologize i welcome any and all sukugo thoughts it's always ok ily <3333 #reading this over and over again going through it fr OTL #an unrelentign sukuna!!!!!! overfucked satoru!!!!! him falling apart from it and sukuna just never stopping #satoru leaving a soaked mess of the sheets.#*head in hands*#and satoru feeling the ghost of it for days GYSGFDSHFSDGSDF u're gonna kill me fr #that when sukuna goes to touch him again he's still sensitive. every touch bordering on painful. but it's so good. it's so good #jjk #sukugo #ns4w #f.ask #JHDJKFJLKSDJFKSDFSDJ #im fine

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sonknuxadow · 1 year ago

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to be honest i think classic sonic as a separate guy sucks and it should have just been a one time thing in generations that they never tried again. sorry classic sonic enjoyers .

#and thats not to say that i think all of the more recent classic sonic media is bad. sonic mania is good. sonic superstars is okay.#and the comics and animations are cute #but is it really worth it . i think the concept of classic sonic being from an alternate dimension #and certain characters being considered ''classic only'' characters kinda sucks. i dont like it.#and recently they seem to have dropped that idea and switched to ''yeah this is totally the same timeline as everything else''#which i dont like either. i dont like them going back and inserting more stuff into the area of the timeline #that we already passed over 20 years ago just to appeal to people who wont touch anything with modern sonic in it #its like theres no winning . maybe they should just stop with the classic sonic . leave him alone #if they think they have to keep making classic sonic stuff or theyll die though why does it have to be canon #why cant it just be a silly fun side thing that they dont take super seriously #also theres nothing stopping them from making 2d games that still use the modern designs like the advance trilogy or sonic rush #i think making games like that more often would be a better compromise than whatever theyre doing with classic sonic

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mbat · 4 months ago

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i must be fr the only person who never rly cared for vee but thats mostly cause one of the first things we saw her do was throw away and give away luzs stuff as if it was hers and i just know if someone did that to me id be so pissed. do NOT touch my shit dude istg. like they didnt even know if luz was dead or not like at least wait a few years or some shit. not a month. its so petty of me but its also a fictional character so. i dont even hate her i just dont rly care in general

#my post #definitely not tagging the fandom even for blog purposes cause i dont need people talking to me about this ajfjajd #im literally just expressing this cause i think about it every time i see vee #i just know if some people saw this theyd make a fuss cause shes def a loved character which is fair #like. dude my nephews kept coming into my room when i wasnt there and trying to take my things #so much so that when i was at therapy on tuesday and therefore couldnt protect my room #THE BROKE ONE OF MY FIGURINES. MY ESPEON. i had to superglue the tail back on but it doesnt even fit right and i cant even #remember how it fit anymore and i. oh my FUCK. not to mention they straight up succeeded in stealing my glameow plush #and taking it back to their house. it was fine and i got it back thankfully but like ???#stop touching my shit ??? stop breaking and stealing my shit ???#i just dont like people messing with my stuff. its hard to even pinpoint why. i just dont like it.#so seeing her do that to luz was so irritating. girl thats not your shit leave it alone !!!!! at least put it in storage ???#its one thing to steal someones life (im not judging that part /srs) but its like. at least respect their stuff dude...#<- i am literally the only mf who cares about this jfjsjd i keep wanting to say more but i think i sound. so weird so i wont

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thedragonagelesbian · 1 year ago

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#cyrus bg3 #cyrusXkarlach #bg3 spoilers #the one singular moment i cant stop thinking about is when karlach throws up her hand #the reversal of the earlier cheek touch once again rendered unable to touch to have to hold #the dual gesture of reaching out and warding off #'come closer'/'dont come closer' 'dont leave'/'stay back'#i like to think cyrus tapped into his rage for the fire resistance just so he could be able to hold her hand through it

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v-arbellanaris · 1 year ago

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so fuckin late i just found out abt the matt healy nonsense and im fuckin disassociating bro x

#decades of work by grassroots organisers just to get the extremists to look away and pay no mind to queer people #so they can just fucking live. when public canings and beatings and jail time STILL HAPPENS for being queer bc it's listed as a crime #imagine doing that shit in a country where the rec 'treatment' for being gay is conversion therapy #imagine doing that. putting that spotlight on the thousands of people who are just barely surviving by relying on living in the shadows #while they chip away at the social constraints impeding progress bit by bit. imagine doing that. saying that. and then fucking off home #and ignoring all the homophobia and transphobia in YOUR country because it doesn't matter presumably bc its Worse when its nasty brown ppl #going BACK to your own homophobic transphobic country. leaving the thousands of people left exposed by that limelight.#im not even going to touch on ''im taking your money'' and the inherently disgusting colonialist bullshit in that #expecting him to donate to local queer charities is too much when he's a piece of shit #but jfc. and all his fucking insane fans going queer malaysians who have to live w the consequences of matt's actions who complain abt that #are suffering from internalised homophobia & i have no sympathy for you #firstly. queer malaysians saying 'stop - this is not advocacy it's actively threatening us' is not internalised homophobia #secondly. explain why you have no sympathy for queer people with internalised homophobia.#like. explain. as if we weren't all questioning and struggling. as if we come out of the womb just lucky enough to Know without a doubt.#as if we dont exist in societies and families that shape us into something we're not until we can't recognise ourselves #like explain why you have no sympathy for your fellow queers and act like they're the enemy. explain why you're siding with some cishet #trash white man actively endangering brown qpoc in the THOUSANDS in a drunken fit on stage. over the qpoc actually affected by this.#explain it. go on.#fucking sickeningggg it's SICKENING #tbd

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orcelito · 8 months ago

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What they don't tell you about having a nose piercing is that it feels like I have a dangly booger just in there and I have to just Leave It Be bc I'm not supposed to touch the area at all if I can help it

The face holes be itching today again, folks

#speculation nation #ive been carefully cleaning around the piercings with q-tips. including the inside of my nostril #which should hopefully deal with Actual boogers in said nostril #it's so hard to stop myself from rubbing the spots tho. theyre so itchy. wanna itch.#i managed to snag my thumb on my nose piercing in the night and Ouch owie ow. that hurt lmfao #when i leave them alone they fall into a relatively painless neutral. but it is So Hard to leave them alone...#the booger feeling should hopefully get better too. in time.#my piercer does a flatback kinda thing where the bar gets downsized after a certain amount of time & healing #so in like a month and a half ish ill have the bar shortened which means it wont hang down so much #for now. i must simply endure.#it's not too bad. just requires me to be Careful and try to contain the urge to Touch.#u dont realize how much u touch ur face until ur not supposed to touch ur face. 😔

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scentofpines · 4 months ago

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my brother is visiting us again and i'm soooo fucking doneeee he is so annoying omg

#how did my sister and i get all the cool genes #he touched me again (like in a friendly way not weird) but i really dislike it and i glared at him and he just didnt stop until i was like #“I'm about to punch you” lmao #i know i should just set clear boundaires etc etc but its so uncomfortable to do that bc it makes YOU the person who turns a normal situati #n into something uncomfortable and weird by saying something #but like my mom and my sister confirm that i can conjur a VERY obvious leave-me-the-fuck-alone-ill-kill-you-if-you-touch-me-aura #and he doesnt have the autism excuse not to notice that #i think what i also really hate is that he just doesnt take me serious as an adult bc i'm the youngest of us #he's 6 yrs older and that might have been a lot when we were kids but it isnt really anymore and i'm fucking 23!!#i can take care of myself just fine #like asking if i ate lunch and if im doing ok and all in this kinda pitiful voice that I CANT STAAANDDDD #and he always tries to illicite some kinda deep therapy like talk when i dont want to #i find him so incredibly hard to deal with rn #also he smells bad sorry not sorry #and i dont get how so many men dont notice that they fucking REEK #personal

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